Signed lease thursday. Will move this coming weekend. I was in NM for my bday weekend (I think she felt slighted I didnt bring her like we originally planned). When I got back she had made me a cake, got me some nice beer and beer glasses, and then she took me to dinner. Fuck. My. Confused. Head.
I guess that since I stood up for myself, she is realizing that the world doesnt revolve around her. Hell, ever since I told her I am moving, she has been a lot nicer. We've talked about still going out on dates and shit. She asked if we'd just hang out - I told her that she knows how I feel about her (i.e., I still want to be with her), but that I'm moving so she can decide if she wants me. If it works out it'd be awesome, but I can't do anything else but let her grow up.
Again, I'm the first person since high school to leave her. Crazy.