Maybe I should just lower my standards and date a fat chick... I guess if I expect a white woman to be open-minded enough to date outside their race, perhaps I should be willing to date someone who weighs more than me.
With an attitude like that, I hope it's a good long time before you inflict yourself on somebody else.
Yeah, I think you should work on your attitude. Maybe you are too self-absorbed? I would work on becoming a better person (to others) and figuring out our values, and then the girls you are attracted to will become attracted to you.
I apologize in advance if I'm completely wrong in this advice as, admittedly, I do not know you very well.