Who said I don't know what it's like? I've been high before, (proud of it or not), therefore I have the right. Shut face.
It's not worth the trouble, nor the money and preperations.
As for "growing up on the streets", I don't take that very seriously from someone who's on the computer as much as you, I'm from Philly, so don't talk mm'k? Streets arn't the cause of kids doing drugs, stupidity and a bad education are.
You're an idiot... I currently work 60-hour weeks, and spend 10-15 minute on the computer here and there to check up on the few things that helped occupy me during my change of life style. If I spend any more time than that it is because I am looking up information or expressing myself in the form of digital art. In the past I only knew of the Internet because I would recluse at times and play Diablo and fortunately I did see the reality that I had options in life. I would then disappear for years at a time and go back to the same old thing. I just recently came back from a year absence, and have finally realized that it is time to grow up.
I am not an ignorant fuck that is to cool to understand and use the wonderful tool known as a computer. I am not an ignorant fuck that has to hide my past or who I really am to try and seem cool. If you persist on making yourself sound like an ignorant fuck than by all means go right ahead. It's obvious you don't know shit about what you look upon so lightly and probably never will. My judgments about you come from observing your dumb ass at close range.
I know people that are felons, done enough drugs to kill large animals, and spent time in prison. Yet they turned their life around and now make 3.5-4.0 grade point averages in college. They hold a decent, and honorable job and work hard to make a good and legitimate living. They know where they came from and why they don’t want to go back. I know kids that had no family support so they found the only support they could in other kids from the same neighborhood yet they were far from dumb, and were just looking for acceptance. I also know ignorant fucks that sit back and judge everyone and everything because they think they know it all, yet they have no idea what they are preaching.
Do you really think being from Philly and saying "mm'k" means you know jack shit? How about you talk about something that actually pertains to the subject instead of just carrying on with your dumb ass comments.
You have tried a drug before so you know everything? That gives you the right to stereotype, criticize, judge, and belittle others because you tried something? Going back to my new found willingness to utilize my brains and learn how to use a computer, how about I stereotype you and assume you are a 75 pound white boy with freckles, thick glasses, laughing like a pig behind a monitor because you feel safe enough to judge people who can’t see you. If it weren’t for the few friends I made over time in this realm, you would have no idea who I am period. I am not scared to step out and achieve something just because I do not fit the profile.
Drugs are not worth the trouble, money and preparations? Of course they are not worth the trouble in the long run. People have made extreme amounts of money out of nothing, and no "preparation". For someone who may never be able to achieve anything else, it seems very worthwhile. Does it make it right, no, but who the fuck are you? Everything you say enhances your ignorant fuck status. If you're an addict who smokes all your money up, then it is not worth the money. If you're a meth cook shortening your life span to the average 2-3 years, then it is not worth the preparation. If you’re a kid that thinks you have no other options in life, and are held down by ignorant fucking morons such as yourself, and turn nothing into something I think that is more of an accomplishment than you will ever see. If that same kid someday realizes that he can become something better, separates himself from his past and does it, then he has accomplished something you will never even be able to fathom.
I realized that the scars on my face and body were not worth it, that the enemies I have made should have been friends, that the drug scene I participated in should have been what I am doing now, that the energy I spent proving myself in fights should have been put towards bettering something worthwhile. I am not ashamed of what I was, or who I am now.
