uhm, I decided to try & give her a 2nd chance.
I said I couldnt do a "Break" over the summer cause if something does happen I'd be sad again & I didnt want to hurt again. She said she didnt want to feel guilt IF something DID happen
I said I wanted her to stop groping guys. She said she feels like i'm trying to change her.
She also said she feels guilty when talking w/guys...my reply was if there is nothing to feel guilty about, dont be.
Eventually, she wouldnt accept the no-break & stop-groping-guys, I said "call me sometime if you change"
I dont know, all of my feelings are still changing. I've gone from shock, to denile, sadness, trying to keep her, now I'm getting mad.
(p.s. dude that like tried to take advantage of me [LONG story] while he was drunk [a dude i dont know that well] called and apologized for what happened, she nor Axel has apologized, I think more of some random gay dude than them in this sense...wow)