It is nice to be with someone and very comfortable, I hate awkward feelings
I think its pretty much over. I mean, I'll see her over the summer (that's my plan anyhow) and MAYBE she'll come down once. Then, come January, uhm, I can only hope I guess.
Yeah, I'm not looking to settle down, but I NEED stability. Instability makes me anxious. If I'm too anxious or upset I get sick. When I found out about my ex cheating on me (May 12, 2006) I eventually got sick for a week because of the stress.
Shortly before this May 12 (when my current lady & I suspended things) I felt slightly anxious (heart felt odd), bothered me. Today I was really down .
Needyness is a big turn off.
and you're still a douche...so, uhm, cool