Yeah here's the story, I'm going to try to make it brief although I could go into greater detail but it'd be long.
I was visiting another school, where I met a 21 year old who came over to the apartment I was in. She was pretty, but she had a boyfriend and was a senior/21. Anyway she introduced herself to me, and we started talking. Our conversation consisted of her telling me how my school is full of pricks, and me telling her how her boyfriends school sucks even though I want to go to law school there (he was a sophomore in law school). Later that night (like 2:30AM) she posts on the girl I was staying withs wall "I want to friend cute young ginger matt." So I added her on Facebook, her first comment is "boyfriend!"
We talk back and forth on facebook every so often, and then I notice she and her boyfriend broke up. I didn't act on this, even though she told me she could possibly visit me or me visit her. It never happened.
Last weekend it did, I visited her to go to a dance at her school and I stayed the weekend with her. We kissed the first night, and things went well on the Saturday. We went hiking and then partied some the next night (GirlTalk was performing at their school,) and the next day we hung out and kissed goodbye. That Sunday night she considered coming to visit me at midnight, but didn't bc she'd have to leave early. Everything seemed like it was going well, and I had figured we would start dating.
Fast forward a week. She went to Los Angeles for the national horse competition (she was competing) and when she came back she wasn't really returning calls and stuff. I brushed it off as her being busy with graduation this weekend and whatnot. Monday night she calls me and tells me that Tuesday/Wednesday would be a good day to come up (I had planned on staying with her this week) But when I call/text her Tuesday she doesn't answer, and then when she finally texted back she never said whether or not to come or when to come. So I didn't go.
Basically, from the looks of it, it's not going to progress any further. I don't know what changed in this past week, maybe she's just realizing the age difference and the fact that she's about to start life in the real world or something. I don't know, but it sucks and I'm pretty stressed out from it because I really liked her. So I went to the beach for the night to kind of get away from things.
Trust loses.
Edit: And just to clarify, I didn't have sex with, nor did I push the issue, with her. We kissed, and I fingered her on the Friday. I wish I hadn't, though....but it wasn't until we went hiking on Saturday that I really thought I had started to get to know her and wanted to date her. I really wish she had at least let me know what I did or why she doesn't want to hang out anymore, because I can't figure out what happened and it's affecting my happiness definitely.
