hope you work stuff out best for you
you seem like a cool chick, and look pretty damned cuyte as i recall from poictures.....
....yeah, after i found out my exbitch fucking cheated on me i became physically sick for a week or some, so lame.
When you let someone like that control your emotions as you did CrAz3D thats when stuff gets unhealthy and I am not surpised that you did get sick over some stupid bitch. Realtionships in my book are just a compelte waste of time and effort. After the fucking what else is their to look forward too?
Can I say... shallow?
In my book, anything that ISN'T a relationship is a waste of time and effort. While I can't say that I love people, a lot of the reason I keep going day to day is the relationships I have with others -- friends, family, and every once in a while, someone special enough to deserve a little (or lot) bit more. I find it offensive to think that you honestly can't see that.
Although, now, I'm formulating a deep relationship with Sheridan of Babylon 5. I'm sure it will be long, fruitful, and incredibly hard to disrupt. Ah, sci-fi. ^^