Wow, somebody has an addiction.
If you can't go one night without drinking, and if you can't have fun without drinking, then it might be time for some serious introspection.
I can have fun without drinking, and do regularly. I usually don't drink during the week (Sunday-Thursday), except for rare cases when I'll have a few drinks. It's not fun driving drunk people around, especially when it's places like McDonalds or to/from a party. It's also not fun sitting in my friends house (college owned, upperclassmen can have on campus houses instead of dorm buildings) while everyones listening to music and playing drinking games and I'm just there waiting for someone to call me since I was the pledgemobile that night.
@CrAz3D: We were in this our on-campus made-to-order restaurant. A cop (campus police but they're real police too) was getting a cup of water, and I offered to buy him a bottle of water for the road. I said something like "this isn't a bribe, but I'll probably see you later so keep it in mind"