I was going to insult rabbit, but I'm too upset/pissed off/confused to do so.
I just got back from "visiting" that girl, the one who said she wanted me to come visit. We had planned on going hiking yesterday, so I got up at 6:30AM and drove 5 hours to see her. When I get there she doesn't want to go hiking, instead she needs to get her car detailed so we do that. We come back and she starts talking to her friends, including one who had graduated last year and came back to visit. I'm kind of just there. She says she's going to shower, so I walk over to another apartment (girl's who bf I know) and they say I can stay with them since the girl I was seeing didn't invite me to stay. She was also having a little party in a really nice hotel, because her parents got her a room. I wasn't invited.
Basically my night consisted of getting high and watching a widespread panic concert alone while everyone went to dinner (I didn't want to go.) Then watching TV with the guy I knew and a bunch of other girls who all just kept telling me how much of an inconsiderate bitch this girl was. I didn't even get drunk, I only had like 4 glasses of wine. I didn't feel like drinking or even socializing, I just sat there basically.
The kickers:
She invited me stay in her apartment if I needed a place to sleep, it's just nobody would be there (because they'd be at her hotel.)
While I was there she told me how she wishes we could spend more time together and how she had missed me. (The whole point of me being there was to spend time with her, but she just basically ignored me...she didn't even sit next to me on the couch.)
Seriously, fuck her. Not only did I waste 10 hours driving, about $100 in gas, I also blew off plans with a bunch of people to go see her. I'm done with that, and if she contacts me about hanging out again...I'm definitely telling her how I feel.
